Chuggy shame spiral end.
Chuggy recover today.
Chuggy NO ALLOWED drink wine no more!
Wine make Chuggy sad.
Only beer for Chuggy.
Beer make Chuggy happy, talk lots.
Chuggy give prop to Colonel for talk through Chuggy tears.
When Chuggy sad, Chuggy feel like burden.
Chuggy glad Colonel love Chuggy so much.
Colonel no make Chuggy feel like burden.
Thank you Colonel.
You Chuggy best friend.

Chuggy no crying.
Chuggy eye just sweaty.

Where Chuggy begin?
Chuggy find love (again) at HT.
Of course Chuggy put cart before horse and be intimate before sushi dinner date.
Now Chuggy spend all week wait by phone.
Chuggy no get call: (
Chuggy heart heavy: (
Chuggy think find compatible man.
Man must no be compatible if man no call Chuggy.
Chuggy wonder how can feel so right and be wrong?
Chuggy wonder what man want?
Man can love Chuggy but no want see Chuggy again?
Chuggy never understand.
Chuggy think need change pattern.
Pattern lead Chuggy to bitter disappointment.
Sometimes make Chuggy want give up on men entirely.
Chuggy always let down.
Chuggy think right man no let Chuggy down.
Chuggy just no know how find right man.

Chuggy very please with Chuggy self.

Chuggy hot shit.