Chuggy and Colonel go FO-CO yesterday honor Michael.
Sad day for Chuggy.
Chuggy heart heavy.
Still, so much time pass that Chuggy finally more ok.
Chuggy and Colonel listen to Smashing Pumpkin "Drown" and sob on I-25.
Chuggy think cathartic.
Colonel good friend to Chuggy.
Chuggy think if Michael still alive, Michael and Colonel be good friend, too.
Chuggy remember good times.
Chuggy memory no what used to be.
Chuggy forget so much.
Chuggy used to have conflict. Before Chuggy no want forget anything.
Now, maybe Chuggy no mind forget as much.
Chuggy no want hold on pain too long.
Michael no would want Chuggy still be sad ten years later.
Michael end his pain, no would want Chuggy in pain.
Still, Chuggy remember Michael always.
Chuggy love Michael always.
Chuggy no can forget first love, only love for that matter.